A Message from the Sun

(a channelled message from the sun)

Have you noticed that our sun is looking different? Perhaps its a new sun! I've been noticing that at sunrise and sunset it is no longer a ball of orange. Its more pale yellow, or close to white. And its size is big! As it its much closer. Sometimes I feel there are two suns, superimposed. The one behind is slightly raised, giving it a figure 8 shape. It is also emitting a whiter light.

I took some pics of the sunrise two days ago. Amazing! It was looking massive even without the use of zoom. Its probably become one with its aura. But notice the white light.

I meditated on the sun at sunrise, and asked for a message. This is what it communicated:

Message of the Sun:
29.5.11

'All walks of life now lead to light. The reasons for my changing light that I am changing my course and aligning myself to my next cycle of evolution taking my entire family in this journey. All of you dear ones, come with me in this ascending spiral. I am coming closer to the creator than I have ever been, as while my light is as dazzling as it has ever been to you, it is mellowing, softening and becoming kinder. As you evolve with me you will not feel the harshness of the sun as it will no longer scorch you.
You will find a new element is my rays. There is more tungsten in it now, and it has a new energetic formation and sacred geometry. These rays will help you in your ascension. Do know that the light I transmit to you is received from the heart of the creator, as I evolve; I send to you a more rarefied light.
Drink more solarised water – water that has been kept in the sun – one hour or even half an hour is sufficient now. Invite me to be with you as rings of light around you. The time comes now for heaven and earth to be one – my changing light is clearing all the oppressive masculine energies of the planet as the gentler aspect of the Masculine surfaces. Enjoy the process as it becomes easy for you to be in your practice of ascension.

Each of you is turning into a shining aspect of me everyday, and I bless you all the time. '

Conversations with Lao Tzu (Part II)

Lao Tzu is sitting in a deeply contemplative posture, yet he is able to convey a relaxed, breezy existence. He is far away and present at the same time. I sense that he is aware and yet oblivious of me. By now, my 3D mind is getting used to the maddening 'contradictions' that he embodies.
I let go a deep sigh - I am not sure if it is contentment or acceptance or both. As I fall into a deeper relaxation, I asks my mind to give up categorizing, labeling every act of mine, shut up and go to sleep. Immediately I sense a deeper slipping into relaxation. As the two of us sit simply and peacefully, the silence around us grows deeper. I allow the silence to penetrate every cell, and slowly, the noise quietens down. It is finally all right to be simply sitting, in non-doing. Ah! The sheer pleasure of it.
What was that? I think I heard a strain of music. Perhaps I imagined it. Ah, There it was again! I go deeper into the experience, falling into a music most divine. It cannot be compared to anything I have heard before, and yet it was achingly familiar. I felt all sense of boundary falling away, as I literally expanded into endless space. By now the music was surging and powerful. it was pulsing and reverberating through everything around. The entire cosmos was singing a unified symphony! I was loosing myself into it fast, or perhaps it was fully taking over. Finally, the last gossamer chord that kept me held to myself was also released.
I have no clue how long I was lost in this divine ecstasy. I only recall going deeper and deeper into space in great speed. And then, as if I was called back. An unknown tug pulled me back and a process of contraction began. As body consciousness returned, I slowly opened my eyes. Lao tzu was sitting in a peaceful posture. He slowly turned around and our eyes met. In a timeless moment, a world of communication happened. My heart was brimming with gratitude, and I silently bowed to the great master for this unforgettable experience.
In deep silence, it was acknowledged. We simply sat in the fullness of the moment.

Conversation with Lao Tzu (Part I)

Lao Tzu and I are sitting in a bamboo clearing, having a conversation.
Lao Tzu ‘ the teacher is the one who sits under the shade of a tree. He has no striving. Striving is the sign of the student.’
I ask him, ‘what is striving?’
He replies, ‘ striving is catching the pulse of the soul and using it as a way to move ahead. My message is only one. Connect to your path and walk on it. Bring your living requirements to the minimum, and immerse yourself in the study of the soul, the spirit, this immeasurable universe,' he says with the expanse of his hand.
Then with a twinkle of his eye, he asks, 'do you have anything better to do? If you do, go ahead and do it, as I sit back and relax.'
This was getting dangerously close to being dismissed, so I quickly asked again, 'dear Master, when will I also just sit like you under the bamboo shade, with nothing to do?'
He laughed, ' you want to sit here like me under the shade of the bamboo trees, doing nothing? You would be bored to death! Many have tried, some have succeeded to an extent too, but eventually run away. See, your body yearns for action, your muscles are impatient to move, your eyes are restless to see, your legs want to walk around the vicinity, and your mind is all over.'
With a sweet smile he said, 'stay as long as you desire. When the desire burns out, allow the next one to take you where it wills.'
Hmm. I couldn't decide if that was a gentle snub to my spiritual aspirations, or an initiation into my next level of practice. In my heart I knew he spoke the truth. I was strangely at peace, simply sitting in the bamboo clearing, for once, not feeling compelled to do anything, say anything, or even decide anything.
The Master was walking around quietly in the clearing as I half watched, half dozed. His footsteps were soundless and his long flowing robe made a musical soft sound in the breeze. A very divine fragrance filled the air. I saw the him shape a piece of bamboo into a flute. There was complete stillness as he worked, just the gentle breeze through the bamboo leaves. There was not a soul around as far as I knew. After an indecipherable amount of time his flute was done. He handled the flute with a gentleness that communicated with it.

He came back and sat down in the clearing again. He looked at me with a glint in his eyes. He possessed the liveliest eyes I'd ever seen. I simply watched him with respect. He did not speak. He played with the flute in his hands for a long time. I would have loved to know what he was communicating with it. Eventually, he put it to his lips. I waited for the melodious sound to float through the air. Nothing happened! The master was immersed in the play of the flute, but the music was not audible to my material ears. I knew his music filled the spheres, I could sense it in an uncanny way in my heart.
Slowly, I felt as if my sense of self began to expand. A soothing, comforting feeling enveloped me. I drifted into a reverie.
(this piece was typed on a flight from Kolkata to Mumbai, as if in a daydream, on 22nd March, 2011)

Message of Lord Nityananda
-The eternal companion of Lord Chaitanya (or Gauranga), who gave this message in Navadvipa on 18th March, 2011 on the eve of Gour Purnima

(channelled by Sukhvinder)


The one thing that mankind has forgotton and is now time to remember is soul consciousness. No matter what you do, even if you fulfil all your desires and fulfilment all your pleasures, the fulfilment of your soul will not happen until you have inhabited the kingdom of god. So come into the fold of this realm now. Enjoy the bliss and glory of this world. It is so many times magnified as compared to the realm you think you will find fulfilment. The impious and the impervious will have to stall, take stalk, and enter into the realm of Gauranga’s love. My mission on earth was to distribute this love to all and sundry, and to whoever, to ignite the hearts of as many as possible.

Those were wondrous times when the Lord incarnated, and when the job of distributing His bhakti was performed by me. I had sung and danced in this land of Navadvipa, and my passion exists here. Those who connect to it will feel and experience it even now, and connect me to your heart. I bless you all.

The Return of Bhaki

The Return of Bhakti
Message from Radharani on the eve of Gour Purnima, in Navadvipa on 18th March, 2011, as channelled by Sukhvinder.

The sun shines brighter by the day, and so does the moon. And tomorrow is the most beauteous full moon, grandiose and fuller than ever. it shines with the love of Gouranga, The beautiful one, the radiant one. Those of you at Navadvipa are fully blessed, and those who remember the pastimes of Gouranga are blessed too. This is the time of resurgence of Bhakti. Bhakti of the rarest and refined realms will be revealed to those of you whose hearts are open. The bhakti that will be revealed now will cause the heart to become extremely tender and soft. There will be a melting down of the gross body because of the fire of bhakti that will burn all impurities. This fire of bhakti will bring a fluidity and flow in your body, in all your movements and in your life. The greatest of offences is nullified in the fire of bhakti. No matter what you have done till now, in this moment I clearly declare that all of those who light the fire of bhakti in their hearts now, will be completely cleared. The bhakti that I talk about is simple like a child crying for the attention of its mother, like a calf seeking its mother. Just like Krishna would bring the cows’ home at dusk, bhakti brings you back home at the dusk of the current age. And tomorrow, when the new sun shines, the cowherd lord will take the cows out to graze again.

The beauty of the world of devotion, its true meanings, colours and variations can be enjoyed to the fullest now. New meanings will be opened to you, and these will not come from scriptures, or mouths of guru’s. These will be revealed from the codings of your own heart. Do not be surprised if tears will flow, if your hair will stand on end, if the love in your heart will make you shake and tremble. The more you go deeper into this state, the more light you bring into yourself, and the more expansion you bring into your space. I bless you all on this auspicious occasion of Gaur Purnima. May the nectar of devotion fill your hearts now.

Healing the Body Temple

One of the biggest gifts that working with Kryon energies and teachings has given me is the deep connect with my body. This connect has taught me a practice of deep listening of my body at cellular levels. And did my body have stories to tell! All these years, I have only spoken to my body, and listened only sometimes. I've even negotiated with it, with regard to rest, sleep, aches and pains. And the beautiful companion that it has been, it always co-operated.

When I accessed the cellular levels, I was amazed at the memories that were piled up inside. A respectful, non-interfering, non-judgmental listening opened up a library of information. The more respectful I was to my body wisdom, the more I could access. One simple way to communicate this respect was to follow what it said, about simple things like food, rest, even clothes I wear. Slowly, and surely, a bond was built, and a new partnership emerged.

I began to love and rever my body. This obviously meant that I stopped abusing it. I was always particular of eating healthy food, but that is not the only thing that the body stores and processes.

Every single emotion that I have experienced, is held by the body too. And I have held plenty of corrosive emotions in my body. Anger, jealousy, fear, hatred, lesserness, rejection, sorrow, hurt... in short, the works. I understood that every situation that brings in these emotions gets stored in my cells in the form of residues called memories. And memories with charges are nothing but incomplete outcomes. Something happened, and I was affected, an emotional charge was triggered, and though the moment passed, it left unhappy memories. And where do these go? Oh no, they just don't melt away into the ethers as I had naively thought, they went and settled in my body as 'memories', waiting for completion. Nothing is ever forgotton. If an emotional charge has been triggered, the body demands completion. And its way of doing it is to store the memory, for future reference and completion. So this does not happens in the 3D gross dimension, but in the emotional body, that sits in the physical body, and this stored emotion exists as cellular memory. I had been slowly and surely messing up my energetic body.

So what happens when I have a storehouse of cellular memories? The fear that I had experienced earlier, wants to warn me everytime: 'beware, this situation is potentially dangerous. Remember the last time blah blah blah....' and the memories release their emotional charges, and before I know it, I have already reacted to the situation in auto-pilot. I was simply a helpless trigger mechanism of all the stored demons inside.

For me, my favourite emotion has always been hurt. My wounded inner child needed this emotion to exist and thrive, and I became a constant supplier. No matter what the situation, I had the ability to interpret hurt for myself. It had become my comfort zone. All the 'no one loves me, no one understands me, I am all alone' stuff. Funny, I was happiest when I was hurting! The wounded inner child was ruling from a throne, and I energised and fed her everyday!

So the process of listening to my body began the most awsome process of releasing all the hurt (and several other emotions) that I had stored in the body. I did a 21 day process, and was amazed at what my body was now ready to release and free itself from. I requested each part of the body, to release what it was holding, as I was ready to let it go. Some of the scenes that I saw as the 'stuff' left was quite amazing. Lifetimes of terror, war, starvation, fires, floods, earthquakes, and much more was released. I actually lost weight, and was feeling free.

The Vipassana experience further connected me to my body. I could enter every single part of the body, and witness its process. I can understand how much clearing was happening just in the witnessing. Since I had a practice of body listening, I could pay attention to each part, and feel the sensations, movements, and nuances. There was so much going on! Perspiration and hot flashes would drench me periodically, as the cleansing continued. I was able to see the muscles, bones, and different body organs. It was intense.

Since then, my connection to my body, and the healing processes have been further enhanced. with the power of imagination, I now visit the temple of rejuvination, and get healing for whatever is required. And my healed body is all the validation I need!

Am loving it!

'I'.......... am not ready yet

So many of us are on the edge of living our extraordinary lives, shining our brilliance, but hesitate. As someone who involved in transformation work, there is a phrase I come upon very often. When all these wonderful souls are reminded of their magnificence, and invited to live from there, I hear the oft repeated phrase: ‘I’m not ready yet’.

There are many of us, who are here to work with the light, to make a difference at these crucial times, yet drag their feet to come full on with their powers.
So what’s stopping them from acknowledging our leadership role? Is it
Because they cannot see it

Because they are too scared

Because they are overwhelmed by the demands of life

Because they are settling for less

Because they dont think they are in charge

Because they'll upset the apple cart

Because...
...there are a thousand reasons to "take the low road" and live the familiar life, but there's only one result at the end--a nagging feeling that you missed out on something vital in life and a slow death of the soul fire.

We seem to be there, but believe in taking small steps, dimming our light ‘so as to not blind’ those around with our glare, as one lightworker put it. Do I have to be apologetic if my light is bright? No!

You are ready. You are the hologram that contains the entire universe, even if a tiny speck called the 'conscious you' does not remember yet.

It is the ‘I’ which stops you. The ‘I’ that you believe is your identity is stopping you from growth. If something big comes to you, it comes to you because you are worthy of it. The ‘I’ that you identify with, stops you from trusting. It stops you from surrendering to your soul contract. This ‘I’ gives you innumerable reasons to doubt, suspect and disown your power, passion and purpose. This ‘I’ makes you create a future that is built from your past. All your fears, i.e. your past, are dumped into the future, and you say, ‘it is difficult’. Playing small does not serve you in any way. ‘I’m not ready’ is a malady that needs immediate cure.

The universe knows where to take us, because it comes from future to now. It comes from knowing our highest magnificence. Do challenge the ‘I’ identity that you are choosing to live. It is suffocating and totally unsuitable for you now. And as soon as this ‘I’ is resolved, everything happens.

In short, develop trust and surrender. As a cause and effect, ask yourself, ‘what else is possible?’ As a gain, everything is possible. Lets come from possibility.
Life is about possibility and not certainty. Lets not just survive, lets thrive. Let our passion decide our profession. Then, we'll find our perfect fit with the universe.
Step into your blazing magnificence with confidence. Its your truth.

Say the magic mantra, 'I'm ready', and allow the magic to unfolds. As Kryon says, 'mastery is in your veins'.

In the beautiful land called the Rann of Kutch, where I was facilitating a lab for young persons, I enjoyed existing with a keen awareness of my existance, within and without. We were living in a lovely resort, in the middle of nowhere (almost), with flamingoes and elegant wild asses as neighbours. The earthiness of the place, including feeling the earth under my feet, as we sat in the tents for our work, made me and my work more grounded.

While there, in the utter silence of the environment, I could listen to the smallest shifts, crackles and sounds inside me. I wish to share about the awareness that happened of the insidious process by which I passed a judgement in my head about someone, or held a complaint, which got glossed over. This process happened with quickness, came and went like a flash of lightning. and forgotton, as I rushed from one activity to another. I thank my guides for pointing this out to me. With the first judgement, the seed, I began buiding an image where none existed. And the process of putting people in frames began. I realised how it all begins with one judgement, made in unawareness. This one unchecked judgement became the foundation or seed that birthed a new one everytime I was before the framed person. When judgements come, complaints are sure to follow!

So, the 'aha' moment for me was.. 'so this is how the meaning making begins, so quietly, so insidiously, till I have collected enough 'evidence' for me to feel right about it.' I must say it was a thilling moment for me. Of how the seed becomes the tree, a 'fruitful' tree, and the fruit is called 'I am right'. Everytime I pass a judgement, I am watering the seed, which, with regular nourishment, becomes a healthy, deeply rooted, fruit-bearing tree! Then I can say with surety, 'she is always like that, he is always doing this'. The 'always' word in my vocabulary is the giveaway that something suspicious is going on underground. I begin to operate with such persons within a frame of reference and meaning that I have created. This is a heavy, tiresome, critical way to relate.

So the practice I began was a weeding process of my judgements, complaints, blames, assumptions before going to bed. I scanned my day, and let go all that stuff I was holding on to, cleared the air, and then went to sleep. I reeled back my projections, owned what I was refusing to acknowledge within myself. I know I judge in others what I don't own in myself. I got a clue to what I was denying looking at within. I'm happy I could prevent myself from wronging someone in my head. Living in judgement entirely my creation. I slept freer, and woke up happier.

Its wonderful to wake up with a smile every morning with the 'goggle goggle' throaty sounds of the turkeys on campus.
I continue to be the clearing. It calls for continuous practice, and awarenss. Now, if the judgement comes, I free myself immediately. And I also free the other person. Clear the air before I have breathed in the mugginess I have created. Of course, practice and awareness is the key.

I intend for a life free of judgements, assumptions, complaints and blame.
Am happy to be on purpose, walking the path.

Here & Now

Am I living in the present or re-living the past? Again and again, am I recreating the stories of my life as I have 'lived' it? Have I formed beliefs about life and people based on how my life has treated me?

The answer to all of these used to be Yes. Mercifully, today, I can say that the best thing about the past is that it is over. Here are some of my reflections of the stories we carry, and the transformation that happens when we drop them.

• 
  continuing to be with my stories, is dragging my past with me
  it keeps me in comparisons, 'mine is bigger than yours'
  it keeps me from being completely with the other.. too much noise happening inside
  I connect only if I have a similar story
  I keep alive my drama
  I am not in the here and now
  so I stop flowing
  in being or recounting my story, I am becoming stagnant and stale
  when I let go my story, I let go my hiSTORY.
  I free myself to be Here and Now.
  ONLY WHEN I AM IN THE HERE AND NOW, AM IN IN LEARNING
  Only in the here and now, am I in tranformation.
  only in the here and now, am I in my full POWER, CREATIVITY, WISDOM

The Universe has no time for my stories. I am disrupting the flow, creating dissonance by pushing against the flow. It is non-cooperation.

So I choose to be in sync. Flow like the river. The river is never the same, changing moment to moment. It does not cry and yearn and hurt for what its flown through. It flows. And so am I now.

Simply flowing.

Entering the Shift Energies in emptiness

"Make a clean break with your past and you will be Enlightened, " said the Master.
"I am doing that by degrees." said the student
"Growth is achieved by degrees.
Enlightenment is instantaneous. "
Later the master said, "Take the leap!
You cannot cross a chasm in little jumps."
Anthony de Mello

2012 is almost at hand. For the last many years, I have been busy cleaning up my act. The last one year has been particularly intense. As we step into the last quarter of 2009, the task now is of building the bridge between the old familiar world and the future one we all walking towards the light are stepping into. So what is the task at hand?

The first is the understanding that some things we essentially leave behind, as we cannot enter the portal gates of 2012 with them. No baggage allowed on this trip, not even hand baggage. You may be guessing what THE first thing to drop is, and you guessed right, it is FEAR. My fear comes from my past. My memory is a product of fear. My memory got created from incompleteness with my past. Which got me further entrenched in my world of duality. The world of duality is fear based, not freedom based. I have been perennially caught in the world of right and wrong, good and bad, acceptance and rejection.

My realsation is that fear created my memory that arrested my growth while still an infant. It was my survival instinct that caused these fears to be stored in my cells to warn me of impending danger. The second girl child... rejection ... abandonment. .. etc. My earliest memory created as 'reality' of my 'drama' of rejection and unlovedness, and I called it 'TRUTH OF LIFE'. And I have been attached to this 'truth' and living from there. I believed a truth that I was small & puny.

My Body has been a bundle of memory. The intense body listening sessions released untold memories of so many lives, stored in my body cells. Wars, natural disasters, floods, fires, starvation, abandonment, rape, burning at the stake... my body was a living receptacle of endless horrific memories, even entities that controlled my thoughts.

Moments of joy do not create incompletions. We live them in the now, and they are enjoyed and released. It is only where we have felt incomplete, ( eg. rage, anger, hurt, jealousy, rejection, fear,humiliation, trauma, sadness, lonliness) that we energetically hang on to these past incidents. There are endless chords of entanglements connecting us to our past. All our past life memory still exists as unconscious memory in our cells.

I had been continually creating my future as a reproduction of my fear-based past. I was projecting my fears into the future, and then walking into them. The fears had created a dense body and aura. I drop the dense-ness. The body we take with us is a light body, free of fears.

Memory is the one thing we cannot take to the next dimension. There is a KEY to entering the higher dimensions, and the key is the frequency we vibrate in. Our introduction is no longer by our social status, education (which is nothing but memory of information), the institutions we have created, or any other earthly thing. Our introduction now is by the energy of love we vibrate in. The gates will be opened by our expanded heart chakra!

This is not the era of knowledge anymore. I can afford to forget, let go of my knowledge, cause we are entering the era of download. Whatever I require to know, I download from the great cosmic library, from my own spiritual jar, and from my DNA. The complete information to my enlightenment exists in my genetic coding. Once the memory goes, the chatter ceases, and in the quietness, I am able to percieve the new information. It is joyful! And liberating!

I certainly want to make the great transition.. . in this body. For this, I give permission to my Guides, the Masters and Elders, and my Lemurian Guides and others from the Angelic realms who are guiding us in this ascension, to cleanse and prepare me for the transition into the higher dimension. This is why I chose this human birth. To make this journey of enlightenment. Possible only on the Planet of Choice. I am ready to let go all that stands in the way.

The story of Sukhvinder as she existed is over. Am truly done with it. I see the past falling away, revealing a new glowing me, so much closer to who I am. Truly divine. Just like you.

Today, I heard the Master say, ''Any idea you have of yourself being less than god is low self-esteem. Stand up and tear it'. I obey.

To sum it up: The more I loose it, the more I get it.